Everyday is a circus for us

Okay so this weekend was the circus and at the last minute I texted Brooke and asked if I could take Audrey with and she said yes! YAY The girls Had so much fun together. We meet my sister and BIL and my niece and had so much fun.
We Started out riding the ponies of course and then to the show.


Here is little miss Audrey

My sweet niece Dana LOVED the pony she did such a good job holding on and petting the horse at the same time! So darn cute


The girls eating their cotton candy


Liv and her pony!

Of course I had to make them pose for one


And then I gave them the option of a toy of face painting and this is what they chose! Silly girls they just Love each other but yet fight just like sisters!

So this was my first attempt at taking pictures off my IPhone and it worked I can't believe it! So I will end on saying I am ready to go play with my babies tomorrow and I am excited. I might not be able to get pregnant now but I still get my baby fix everyday. I LOVE MY JOB and the girls I work with.

Here are a few old ones off my phone:


This one is actually last week Liv had the stomache bug wednesday so dad kept her home one more day to be sure and they worked around the yard and this is what I came home too. Pink and grey stripped shirt white pants (outside) with red hearts and her cowgirl boots! I am so glad we live out in the country where not very many people would see this, HA!

My lil chef. This hat and apron was a gift from aunt Kay and she loves going to gmas to bake stuff!

This was at her Christmas party at school. She is such a ham!


Last but not least this was my baby girl the first day of kindergarten not nervous one bit. I remember brooke and I decided we would take the girls together and as soon as she got out of the van I bawled like a baby and brooke laughed at me. I am so thankful to have a friend/boss who helps me so much picking Olivia up from school and another wonderful friend Lindsey who takes her to school. You girls are great and I am very thankful to have you in my life andhave someone whom I trust with my child. Thanks

28 Things You May not know about Me!!

So I stole this from Lindsey's blog so I figured I would just go ahead and do it..

1. I am addicted to Diet pepsi and Unsweet tea.

2. I LOVE to take naps but I just can't seem to sleep much these days.

3. I Absolutley LOVE to take pictures and wish I new a little more how to use the options on my camera.

4. I also am addicted to playing games on the XBOX 360. My favorite is all the Halos, I know it sounds funny my husband makes fun of me all the time.

5. I know how to run the tractors just not very good.

6. I HATE putting clothes away. I don't mind doing laundry and folding but I absolutly hate putting them away.

7. I DO NOT trust many people, I have been burned too many times and I just can't seem to find very many that I can trust to tell everything too.

8. I am such an emotional person. I can cry at the drop of a hat.

9. I am an animal lover! I have 3 labs, 2 cats, and a parrot. I also have had african tree frogs, bunnies, hermit crabs, and several other dogs that just didn't work out. we usually don't have good luck with cats but these 2 have stuck around for awhile.

10. I have been trying to have another baby the past 5 years and sometimes it gets me down. I have decided though that it will happen when it is suppose to and I definatly believe that it will happen when God decides it is meant to be.

11. I ust to attend church every wed night, sunday and sunday night. I wish I would have never quit but I do teach Olivia what I can. I wish i knew more myself.

12. I am in Love with the following shows: American Idol, Ax Men, swamp loggers, law and order SVU, Teen Moms, 16 and pregnant. It kinda makes me sad a little cause I could not imagine at 16 having a baby, and I am so terrified having a girl that I can only hope I can raise her right.

13. I get Sun burned almost every time I am outside.

14. I love the fact I get to play with babies everyday.

15. I love Fall and Spring the best and I love to plant flowers.

16. I do like to plant but I hate most yard work even though I am usually the one that mows the lawn.

17. My husband and I tuck our daughter in every night and say prayers with her ever night too. We have done that since she was born.

18. I loved being pregnant and i loved the labor even though it was awful.

19. My daughter wasn't breathing when she came out and we weren't allowed to see her for almost 5 minutes until she was stable. Stubborn little terd.

20. I have a sister who is 4 1/2 years older than me and I LOVE her to death and wish we did more together.

21. My husband and I got engaged after 4 months of dating and were married 1 week before our 1 year anniversary. This year we will be married 8 years and together for 9. I HEART him a lot

22. We owned our own business for 3 years and it took 1 person to totally screw us over to make us realize it wasn't worth it. So he took a new job and will be traveling A LOT

23. The whole time we have been married the longest we have been away from each other is 3 nights. As I said in #22 he is going to be traveling which means he will be gone 3 to 5 weeks at a time and home for the weekend.

24. Once I have a person's trust it only takes one time to mess that up and if i say I won't tell I WON'T!

25. My house is not perfect and it is very lived in. I clean but it never stays that way.

26. I love to buy my daughter clothes even though she never wears half of them

27. I will go back to school one day

28. I didn't realize how hard it was gonna be to think about 28 random things. Wow I am glad this is over

Ready for another week at work and then the weekend. Waiting for the call that Matt is gonna have to pack up and head out. It will be a HUGE adjustment and my family will be there for support and hopefully I have some great friends to help too. I am concerned how Olivia is going to be in his abcense. I hope she adjusts okay.

Well happy sunday and Hope ya have a wonderful week!

It's time for a count down

So Matt should be leaving for his new job soon and I am worried. I know that this is what is best for our family and I am reall gonna love having insurance again. but this being gone anywhere from 3 weeks to 5 months is gonna be tough on not only me but Olivia too. I know that eventually I will be asking when he is gonna go back to work. LOL I know it will work out and I have some amazing friends and family to help with support.
I have been having a little pity party for myself the past few days. Just one of those weeks, Well it is turning into a month actually. Can't seem to find a grove for anything. I hate not having control of anything and everything in my life, So I am slowly learning to go with the flow but it is really hard.
On another subject it has been 5 years since we have tried to have another baby and it is really getting me down. I did fertlility treatments but without insurance I am at a stand still as to my options right now. I am thankful that I get to work with babies all day so I don't get so down. But it seems every month gets a little harder and I just keep hoping to be surprised one day. I would even be okay to feel awful the whole time. I wish that I had more money and I would just adopt a baby or even siblings. I know that God has a plan and I am waiting somewhat patiently. I try but I am making no promises.
I also wanna thank a certain someone (no names mentioned bc she knows who she is I hope) you are a great friend and Where were you way back when? You always listen and seems to make me feel a little better. You are a great person and a true frind is hard to come by. Love Ya
okay so I am done venting and having a pity party!

My Life!

So last weekend after my daughter was feeling better after having the flu we ventured to the lake once again and took Harley my first born. Ha Naturally he LOVES water! He is the greatest dog ever and him and Olivia have grown up with each other. Liv loves to go for walks and Yes that is my dog under water. He is so funny you can throw a rock and he will dive and get that exact rock. I tell Matt all the time he should have been a drug dog cause he can smell everything. Well enough catcing up tonight I am beat and I think I need to hit the Hay. Night all

SLEEPOVER!!!

So a couple weeks ago Olivia had a friend over and it was sooo much fun. We started out picking up Audrey and heading to West Plains Civic center for the Monster Jam. Which we were all pumped up about!



We had to have so pictures before we left the house and couldn't resist Mitchum's Sweet face!


So we got to the Civic Center and it was not impressive at all. It was small and the fumes from the trucks were really bad. So after about 15 minutes of that we left to find something else to keep us busy. A few while we were there..





Which Lead us to the lake which is just a couple miles down the road from my house. I have to say it is such a long drive to town but I LOVE the country so peaceful and I don't really worry about anything. I got some really good pictures of the girls. Man they should have been sisters I love spending time with them because they crack me up with all the things they come up with. Never a dull moment.

I am SO behind!

Ok so it has been so long since I have been on here and I have a lot of catching up to do. I don't wanna go back 2 years so just the most recent!
My baby turned 6 and is in kindergarten this year and I can't believe how fast she is learning. It just blows my mind. We had her birthday at the preschool I work at and we rented a bouncy house and the kiddos had so much fun.





Here is a couple of Olivia'S best friend Audrey and of course Danielle and Brooke with some Bieber FEVER!!!!!





I have to say I have the most awesome friends and co workers I could ask for! It makes it so much easier to go to work when you know there will be lots of laughs!

I am back!

So it has been crazy around our house lately! Olivia has had the flu the past few days and let me tell you I do not like seeing her sick at all! We are also getting prepared for daddy leaving for his new job in the next few weeks! Mommy is really not looking forward to it!
My big girl turned 6 a couple weeks ago and I am so amazed at how good she is doing in school. She reads a lot and is just getting so smart. Well as soon as I get my wifi up and going I have tons of catching up to do on pictures!